A girl with big dreams.

confused.

2010-06-06T11:56:00.024+08:00

Confused. What Im feeling right now. But I know I'll have to stay strong like I always do(: Anyway, on Friday, Faten and I, along with my sister went to Bugis for some catch up session. It's been a long time since the three of us went out. SALE(S) EVERYWHERE. Sister didnt manage to control her temptation of buying this laced jacket. Without much hesitation, she bought it. Tsk. But nevermind lah its on SALE. HAHA.

We went to Bugis Street and then to Iluma then to Arab st. Even though we didnt really get to spend time together that much, we really had alot of fun. Had a great laughing session also. Thanks for the day you guys. We are planning to go to Bugis again as we know what to buy already. Must bring alot of $$$. HAHAHA. Basically after that Sister and I went to Raffles for our Magrib prayers and chilled. Went home after that.

Im done, bye.

dont wanna act a fool.

2010-06-03T12:47:00.018+08:00

Okay hi. My last update was on Sunday right? I stayed at home on Monday. I have a boring life. And on Tuesday was the happiest day of all, for me and my family. My sister passed her TP test. And she's legal to drive already. Like finally. Mum was really happy that she jumped around when Sister called to inform that she passed and got 8 points. Freaking good one. Congrats, sis. You can drive me to school already. :D

Anyway, I've been going out with my Mum and Sister lately. There's this new waterfront or whatever they call that. So we decided to give it a go. We had to bear with the hot scorching sun as it was like what, 3PM if im not wrong? Hah. Its more for like picnic and fishing kind of thing. But there's more to come actually. Didnt really walk around that much as Mum cant endure with the hot sun. HAHA. Now, pictures.

Ah great. Mum just woke up. And told me to get ready as we're going to jb, again. Wah, my Mum loves going there. I dont know why. I just love the seafood and the chicken fried rice. HAHA! Typical fat girl. I think Im done here. Yes, I know I know my blog is boring. Dont bother to read okay. HAHA. Okay bye.

Get a life.

2010-05-30T00:24:00.003+08:00

Okay hi. Im sleeping late again, tonight. And oh, its already 12, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. I love you. I actually hugged and kissed him just now. First time ever. Hah. Anyways, on Saturday, my family and I went to Johore Bahru since mum is sending our Raya Clothes there. Mum wanted to go to Desaru for a short getaway but didnt get to since Abang's booking on on Sunday. Sad.

We had seafood for dinner and I ate like there's no tomorrow. Too bad they dont have flower crabs and lobsters. The family eating infront of us was annoying. They laughed and talked loudly as if they own that place. Malaysians. HAHA and no, I dont hate them. Hah. We went to Giant and Dad had to pay 900+RM for us. I dont know what we bought. Pity my dad. Hah, but yeah, it's been a long time since we last shopped there. Heh.

People are accusing me of having an affair with this junied boy when the fact is we're only friends on Facebook and we dont like each other. Its just so annoying, you know. Just shut your freaking mouth up when you dont know anything. Really. That girl pisses me off. Sick in the brain. Go die. Okay sorry if that was harsh. And Im eating Kinder Beuno to calm me down. It works, literally.

Hah okay bye.

Happy birthday, laling!

2010-05-28T01:28:00.003+08:00

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First and foremost, Happy Birthday Fatin Nurfatiha! I love you darling. I hope you like my present. And I hope our friendship will last, forever. InsyaAllah. Im glad that you like the short video I made for you. Hah, it was random actually. Had alot of fun with you just now. Once again, Happy Birthday babe! Love you. Teeheee.

The pictures explain everything. We went to East Coast Park to celebrate her birthday. Bah, I am tired to type what happened. The only thing I remembered was, Faten's brother saboed me 3 times with Faten's birthday cake. And he thinks its funny. It left pink stains on my tudung. And its beige in colour for god's sake. But, I had fun though. Wait, we all had fun. Right? Hah. Let's go for another outing like this again you guys ;DD

Mum's nagging away asking me to sleep.
Will be going to Johor for a short getaway tomorrow.

baby why are you so fineee.

2010-05-26T23:07:00.020+08:00

Omg its the last day of school already! June holidays, here I come. :DDDDDDD Anyways, just now was pretty boring. Had our Inter House in the morning, yes, morning. Playing with Wind was hard. And sorry Aida. I was trying to get the ball from her but I accidentally slapped her cheeks instead. Haha, silly me. Sorry.

My team, Earth lost with Wind, as expected already. But we won with Water. Thank god it was after all a good game. No fights, no hard feelings. Me likey. I was totally worn out after the game. And we had to climb up the stairs. Up and down, down and up. Can you imagine that. And our schedule was boring. We had to do some spring cleaning, and had to listen to this Money Management Talk. I was sleepy. And my head was spinning so I decided to sleep through out the whole talk. Okay no, for the last one hour. Heh heh heh.

And I got my report book back just now. I promised my mum, Farhanah, my sister, Faten to pass my subjects next term. All subjects. I will try. But I am focusing to aim higher marks for my Maths, and other ukhrawi subjects. And get at least 65% and above for my overall percentage. InsyaAllah, amin. On a brighter note, I am looking forward for Faten's birthday celebration at East Coast Park. Hehe. I cant wait.

I think Im done blabbering.
Till my next post!

still you, baby.

2010-05-25T01:08:00.021+08:00

I went out with my sister just now. It was a random outing actually. Thought of watching The Last Song but the plan was foiled since we were short of time. Ha ha ha. Anyways, we decided to drop by Bugis before heading to Raffles. My tudung was suchha pain in the ass just now. It kept flying. Literally. HAHAHA.

Hit Macd since Sister wanted so badly to try the Quarter Pounder Burger. What's the diff man? The size of the meat or what? Hah. I still dont know get it. Anyways, we headed home right after eating since we didnt really have anything much to do and we're tired. Hah. I want to shop. But I need money. Hahaha.

Oh look its already 3AM in the morning and Im still awake. My sister and Tompok is snoring away already. Same goes to my mum and dad. I've been sleeping after midnight lately. So much for the idea of sleeping early for the sake of my face. Hah. Im following my parents to Jaybee tomorrow which also means Im skipping school tomorrow. :D I still want to shop la. I want to work. But Im still underage. BOOO.

Facebook is killing me. Hah hah hah. I never liked the new photo uploader actually. It keeps repeating the same photos over and over again. And I'll have to delete one by one since the I cant delete it all at once. Stupid error or whatever they call that. Hah. Two humans dreamt of me just now. Aww sweet isnt it.

Im bored. And it's time for me to sleep now.
Well at least sleeping kills my boredom.

not satisfied.

2010-05-21T23:32:00.020+08:00

(yawn) I am so sleepy. I'll make this a quick one yeah.

We got back exam papers back already. Im quite disappointed with my marks, though. Especially for my Science. I studied hard, but still didnt manage to get high grades. Its funny how other people can laze around and just cheat during the examination and gt high grades for the paper. It's not fair, ya' know.

I promised Mum to pass my Academics especially Maths and Science for my next test and Final year examinations. I know I have to pass my subjects next term. I have to. I cant afford to fail, and fail. And Im really proud of my bestfriend, Fatin Nurfatiha Bte Awaludin. Im really happy for you girl. She failed two subjects only. But she passed all acad papers. Thats already good. Keep up the good work girl. I love you.

I need to buck up my Science and Maths like seriously. Maybe I'll have to stop doing last min revisions. Heh heh heh. On a brighter note, Im happy that June Holidays are coming. Just around the corner baby. Mr Muneer said we'll be having our Inter House Games this Wednesday. Bleah, but Im already planning to skip school on Tuesday. HAH HAH. Sec Two A's Arabic Prog was a success just now. A big thanks to Huda(:

And a big EFF YOU to this particular boy in my class. HAH, sorry. But, he deserves it though. You just gotta start cooperating with us, you know. I seriously dont know what is the problem with you. Bleah. On Tuesday the upper sec will be having an amazing race around the whole Singapore which is SO UNFAIR. DD: Hah.

And yay we're not required to go to school on Monday.
Im sleepy and I wanna sleep like a pig okay bye.

Fatgirl goes Jaybee.

2010-05-17T01:54:00.027+08:00

Oh look its already two am in the morning and Im still up. Hah. My family and I went to Jaybee just now. I was expecting to go to Pandan City just now but we didnt. But at least I got two pair of shoes from Mum just now. Thanks mum, I luv it. Tried searching for high cut sneakers but to no avail. Hah, kental ah.

We had our lunch nearby and they charged me 10RM for my Fried Chicken Rice. Omg. Dad was kinda pissed cause the price was really unreasonable. But too bad, I cant vomit out the rice back right. HAHA. I slept in the car otw home just now but Sister woke me up at the Singapore Custom. Screw you Sis.

I am now watching Jelita. Later.

irreplaceable.

2010-05-16T01:54:00.000+08:00

Sister got a pink headset from Azmeer on her birthday just now. Azmeer you better buy for me one also okay. Hah, nah. I was kidding. Watched Ip Man 2 with them just now since Azmeer got 3 tickets for free. I fell asleep halfway and was already half dead otw home in the train just now . Oh, my sister is 21 and a day years old already. OMG so old already. Go find a partner lah. I want to be an aunt. Hah.

We were hyper just now but sadly we were short of time since 1) Sister and I were late. Planned to meet at 2.30 but was postponed to 3.30. But then I left my ezlink card at home and we were late, again. Sorry. 2) Ip Man 2 started at 8.50 so we didnt really have the time to walk around and shop. 3) It was raining. Wrong timing, I tell you. Wrong timing. And my shoe was damn soaked with water all the way. Gross. I know.

They got Double Choc Frappe for me when I told them already that I didnt want any but just a bottle of plain water will do. Tsk. Hah. I think Im in love with Reebok and Nike high cut sneakers already. Damn nice. The wound at my left leg is killing me. Literally. And Mum's nagging away asking me to sleep already.

I still miss you. Talk to me please?

Happy birthday, sister.

2010-05-15T04:50:00.001+08:00

First and foremost, Happy birthday to my sister, Nur Syarah Zahod! I think Im lucky to have such a pretty yet a kind sister like you. Cant deny that there are times when I neglect you but you didnt react a scolding or whatever. But instead, you acted normally without having grudges towards me. Thats what I like about you, sis. Thanks for being there when I need you the most. I love you. Once again, Happy 21st birthday.

Anyway! We had a family bonding just now since it was sister's birthday and it was superb. Had dinner at Arab St and when the clock strikes 12, sang a birthday song along with the cake Mummy bought for her infront of us. It was by far the most exciting outing with my family. I wish for more. Hit East Coast Park for some fresh air and headed home after that. It's already 5AM in the morning and I should be sleeping by now.

I'll end this post with some pictures? You know where to find more photos.

Okay done bye.
I still miss you. Hah.

Finally over.

2010-05-14T19:11:00.011+08:00

And yes, my exams are finally over. :DDD

I can finally sleep without worrying about my exams, can finally go out again with my sister till late nights. And I can finally put away my books for awhile :P In case if you guys are wondering, my exams was okay. Easier said, if you studied, then you're able to answer all questions, but if you didn't study, then.. your death awaits you. HA! Kidding. And I think Im going to fail my uhhrawi subs instead of my acads. Sigh.

On a brighter note, Im not required to report to school on Monday and Tuesday. But, as soon as Im back to school, my death awaits me. MY RESULTS. I am not looking forward to my results. Seriously, I wish I have the chance to retake my exams papers. Fat hope, fat hope. I just hope I'll get a 60 for my overall percentage. I don't want to dissapoint my parents. I love them, and I want to put a smile on their face. A pass will do? Insyallah. Pray for me aite guys? :DD

Anyway, I'll be going out during the weekends to celebrate my sister's birthday! Yippie yay. Unfortunately the plan to book a chalet was foiled due to some personal reasons. Im having a headache. Ugh. And I miss you. I have panda eyes. Okay I wanna have my rest now.

dont call my name.

2010-05-09T04:27:00.008+08:00

Had a mini Mother's Day celebration just now. The place was kinda okay, but ah, there were too much insects. I was eating chili crabs when an insect actually went into my plate of rice and stood there for a minute. I shrieked. Literally. It was disgusting. Mum even caught a lizard's shit on her plate. Imagine that. But, I appreciate the small reunion with my relatives though (:

There, a clown was kind enough to give us free balloons made with all kinds of shapes and sizes. And I got a flower. Aw. Luqman, my cousin was being extra hyperactive just now and he took alot of my unglam photos. I just hope he wont post in on facebook. HAHA. Screw you cousin. But, he's too cute for me to even give him a pinch on his cheeks. Haha. I thought of going to Pandan City but it was already 1am by then. Sad. DD:

Arabic paper two is just this Monday and I have yet to revise on anything. Everything he does affects me physically and emotionally. Things has been frking stressed up lately. Especially in school. You don't know how much it hurts seeing you at school. You guys wont notice it actually. Cause I pretend, alot.. Sigh, I just hope I'll have the mood to study from week 1 of exams back.

5am in the morning. It's getting late.
You know where to find more photos. Bye.

A post for my mother.

2010-05-08T17:21:00.010+08:00

You've been a patient and a strong woman throughout my 13++ years of living. Thanks for bringing me up with love and care and thanks for all the sacrifices you've made for me. Easier said, thanks for everything, mum. Words can't describe how lucky I am to have a caring mother like you. Last but not least, I love you.

Happy Mother's Day, Mummy.

I just wish you could.

2010-05-05T17:24:00.007+08:00

Sometimes I wish you'd listen closer to the songs I play,

cause the lyrics speak the words I fail to say...

Exam chaos.

2010-05-01T12:33:00.009+08:00

AWW, IS'NT HE'S CUTEEE? :3

ANYWAY! My apologies for the lack of updates. Reason being it's the exam period now and I've been busy preparing myself for the upcoming exams. This time, there'll be no retests and which also means, what you see is what you get. There's no turning back, and no second chance. So that explains[:

On Monday is my Science paper set by Mdm Su. And she's the marker for our exam papers too. Sighs~ Ah okay. I think I'll be on hiatus. Be back by 14th May insyallah. And please please pray for my success. Goodluck to the others for their upcoming exams too aye. Till my next post!

Why oh why?

2010-04-24T14:00:00.014+08:00

Lesson learnt yesterday: True friends are really hard to find. Agree?

I hate it when you think it's a laughing matter when actually, it's not. Maybe you should just think twice before doing something, honey. One thing for sure, I didn't expect you to do that. You call it a prank, a joke, or whatever. But to her? I don't think she'll take it as a joke. Neither I. Sighs, I just hope you'll realise your mistake and at least apologise to her, or at least think about her feelings. Hmmm.

Anyways, after school yesterday Faten Nana and I went to Woodlands to have Ice Kachang as we were all craving for it. Heh. It ended very well[: Faten and Sister's birthday is coming this May. 28 May and 16 May to be exact. I still don't know what to buy for them. Actually I do, but I still don't know. Heee[:

Mid year exams are coming right up. I still need to buck up with my Maths and Science.
Like seriously. Ah okay later, having Science tuition in a bit.

Mid year exams!

2010-04-21T20:58:00.008+08:00

We got our exam timetable just now and we are left with only 12 frigging days! Die. Die. Die. Faten said I need to buck up with my Science and Maths. Yeah, can't deny the fact that I don't really understand what Mr Muneer taught us in class though. I think I'll leave this blog for awhile. Till my next post.

I need to start revising like now?

Gone for good.

2010-04-18T00:30:00.004+08:00

My legs are aching terribly. Just now was awesome at the ending. Thanks to this old and lost old man who actually spoiled our plan, like thanks alot. I dont know what crap he was talking to us when we were about to pack our things and proceed to other places. And he actually said that smoking is halal in Islam. Like zomg. And he even cursed us like I dont know how many times. I still dont get it. I felt like crying.

Fort canning is indeed a creepy place, though. There were staircases like everywhere. And I think my legs are aching because of that. Obviously, hah. Went separate ways and had an impromptu plan with the girls to Fullerton for Coffee Bean since we wanted to just chill somewhere and clear our mind off. Did our magrib at Marina Square after wards and home sweet home. And Naa, I hope we made your day just now(:

Faa, you really missed the fun D:
You know where to find the photos. ;D

that should be me.

2010-04-17T09:45:00.017+08:00

Badminton training was fun but tiring! No joke, I tell you. Thanks Sri for booking the courts. I owe you. I'll be going to Fort Canning with my girls to celebrate Naa's birthday in advance later on. Quran oral was okay, but I still dont know how I sounded like infront of the invigilator anyways.

I was bored and I decided to give it a try to edit my picture of Justin and I. And it actually works? Note that Im a first timer editting a picture like that. Haha. I luv you justin. I am still waiting for you to come to Singapore. :DDD

Sometimes I wonder why do I fall in love when losing hurts too much? Heh. I wonder how is he now, it's been a long time since I last talked to him and the next minute I know, he's already gone. Forever. Honestly I miss him. DD:

OKAY DONE. I WANNA TAKE A SHORT NAP BEFORE GOING OUT LATER. LOOKING FORWARD FOR LATER THOUGH. BYE LUVS!

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY NUR AYUNI DIYANA ;D

i just need somebody to love.

2010-04-13T18:44:00.010+08:00

I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber. I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber. I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber. I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber. I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber. I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber. I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber. I think Im in love with ♥Justin Bieber.

Im going head over heels over him day by day. When are you going to Singapore, Justin? You know I love you. Hah cut the crap. Anyways, in school just now I was having a bad flu and I kept laying my head on the table cause the flu just sucks. And my teachers thought I was sleeping each time I lay my head on the table. Irritating is'nt it?

Despite being accused of sleeping in class (HAHAHA), school was quite okay just now. Surprisingly I didnt sleep during Science lesson just now. Anyways, wish us (the sec one and twos) luck for our Interhouse Captains ball tommorrow. And I wonder if there's any drama(s) tomorrow. Hmmmm..

I love justin bieber.

2010-04-11T22:14:00.016+08:00

Well hello readers. It's been a pretty long time since I last updated yeah. My apologies. Been pretty busy with school and Mum actually banned me from using the laptop. Blame myself for playing with it until late hours. Anyways, life's been pretty great so far. Apart from getting accused, scolded, insulted, during my absence. Heh.

On Saturday, I got Justin's my world 2.0 album but lost it the min after due to my carelessness. I was really down. Like who wouldn't? Only HE knows how much I wanted his album. I feel like purchasing it again, but on a second thought, I don't feel like purchasing it again. Is it worth it? After losing a brand new album? Sigh. I feel so useless.

Sigh I don't wanna brag about it anymore. And surprisingly I'm not sleepy despite waking up at 8AM just now. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. His face will bring down my mood. I don't feel like blogging anymore.

if you think you're perfect, think again.

Finally home.

2010-04-04T22:19:00.023+08:00

IM FINALLY HOME!! :D

Miss me or not? Hee.

My trip to Jakarta was awesome. But, losing my money on the very first day was absolutely not a good idea. And we almost missed our flight back to SG just now due to the stupid and slow new immigration system at Jakarta. Retail therapy is still the best. And I realised that I bought all floral printed dresses and tops. Heh! I wish for more. DDD:

The roads were always busy that we can hardly get a taxi by the road cause the roads are too busy and forever will be busy. Pffftt. But overall, it was awesome. I am still tired and my whole body is aching. Anyways, help yourselves for pictures here ( part 1 and part 2 ) aye? My pillow is calling me. And I dont feel like going to school tomorrow.

Till my next post.

And it took me heaven.

2010-04-01T00:26:00.004+08:00

It's past midnight already and I'm still awake when I'm actually supposed to wake up earlier in the morning tomorrow. I'll make this a quick one so you guys won't be bored seeing the same post each time you stumble into my blog eh. So like my last update was on Monday, right? I can't recall what really happened few days back but, I'll just try to just rant whatever that comes to my mind okay. On Wednesday, we finally had our Captain's ball after for like what, 3 weeks? :/

And it was the start of our Inter house games. It was a surprise from Mr Muneer though. And I can see that we ALL did our very very best and I can also see that Water is improving already. Weeheee(: Thanks to those who actually cheered for us throughout the whole game. It was a draw against Fire. ( note that Im an Earthian. heh ) Playing with Fire was kinda hard though. But alhamdullilah, we managed to pull through. And congrats to Wind for winning against Fire(:

I can't really recall anything la actually. Heh. But one thing for sure, school has been great. It was April's Fool today and I actually got fooled by Izza and Co and I didn't notice that it was April already. That shows I'm not into of fooling anyone actually. I know it's not right for us, Muslims fooling people around blah blah but it's just for the fun of it. In the train on the way home just now, Sri Imah and Faten including me came out with an idea of fooling people around. HAHA!

Yes, if you guys are reading my blog, yes, I was just fooling around with you guys saying Im migrating blah blah. Heh. And if you guys have been following me on Twitter, you might be wondering where I'm going right? I'll be going for a short getaway tomorrow to Jakarta. Pray for my safety aite? I luv ya. I'll be back on Sunday InsyaAllah. I'd better get going now.

Till my next post!
I love my bestfriend, alot. <3

hello baby. i hate you.

2010-03-29T21:50:00.023+08:00

Hello! (waves) I think I'm already satisfied with my whole blogskin already. Did some amendments to it just now. And I realised that the alignment and all is actually not in place and therefore my posts look funny with the skin. Heh. And yes, I am still pathetic. HAHA.

Anyways, school was just fine just now. It was raining after school and I luv it. Thank you Allah. Had a last minute plan to search for (insertnamehere)'s present just now. Finally settled with one. Will be giving ( insertnamehere) tomorrow. Heh! Had Macd for lunch and headed home. I still luv Macd's Hot&&Spicy shaker fries. Wee(:

I cant wait for Wednesday. ( and Friday. heee ) Badminton training! Weeheeee finally got to burn some fats. I think this post is pointless. Ah, gotta get going now. Mum's calling me to switch off this laptop and memorise my Quran. Bye. Till my next post.

Hey soul sister.

2010-03-28T00:25:00.004+08:00

OH HELLO PEOPLE! I was being pathetic that I deleted the post I updated yesterday. Pathetic gila. Anyway, I think I was not satisfied with my long and draggy post that I decided to delete it. Haha. I shall rant about Mukhayyam again now. It was a thumbs up actually. Munajat was the best part of the Mukhayyam I think. Anyways, in the middle of the night, we couldn't sleep that we decided to tune it to MJ12. Soon, some of the sec three girls joined us. It was triple the fun(:

Irsyad was having an open house the next day and some of the sec twos had to help Mdm B out in preparing for the stuffs needed. I didn't really help since there were already alot of my friends helping her out. But I chose to join Faten at the computer lab making some comic stuffs online. I find it cool, though. But I didn't manage to create a comic though. Instead I played around with the animations and surfing the net. Faten and I had our lunch at the canteen and slacked(:

We were bored that we actually went up and down around the school. Heh we were bored.. We spent the whole day eating though. And got free foods wee! Thanks dian(: The weather was very humid on that but it was then when we realised that we were already tired and decided to go home. Went home with Tho, Faten and Dian. End of my busy Friday and Saturday.

On Sunday, had a last minute plan with the family to Arab Street. Bought shawls for Friday since Im going for a short getaway and Im pretty lazy to iron my tudungs while travelling. Heh. Bumped into Huda along the way. Didnt expect it though. We were having our Magrib prayers at Sultan when Mum realised that Kakak actually left our things we JUST bought in the toilet. But it was nowhere to be found until... Mum saw our things at the "reception" thingy. Alhamdullilah(:

Abang had to book in to his camp and so we had to rush back home to get his things and vroom to his camp. I was kinda irritated cause it's been a long time since we last went out with a family and Abang had to leave. :( But nyet, I seriously miss going for holidays with my family. Mhmm. Anyways, we went to this nearby coffee shop and I had a small plate of cockles all to myself. Haha merepek.com. Headed home after that since I was schooling the next day. Bummer.

Okay I think Im done.
Till my next post!

Because I love you.

2010-03-25T21:33:00.012+08:00

Hi all. How are your days going on? As for mine, its Friday tomorrow and things has been great so far. The sec twos and threes will be mukhayyam in school tomorrow. Bleah, I have yet to pack my stuffs actually. Actually I planned to get home to get my stuffs after school tomorrow and head back to school but Mum encouraged me to just get my stuffs from home and stay put in school. Which also means that I have to like bring a haversack bag or something to stuff it in my bag :/

Moving on. Quran Oral is just around the corner and I have yet to memorise the whole 28 verses of Surah Jin. I love procrastinating. There was this one point of time that I actually planned to study and all but then, I kept procrastinating and procrastinating.. Until I fell asleep. HAHA! Anyways, I think Im a tempe addict. Haha seriously, I searched for tempes (since Mum said we're running out of tempes) at Cold Storage after school just now but to no avail. Shoo saad :(

Mum just fried me some leftovers Dad fried the other day. At least, right. Haha. Huda will be bringing tempes tomorrow to school and it'll be just for me and her. Yippie yay. I love tempes! Haha fanatic. Moving on. I still dont know what to bring for tomorrow. Mhmm.. Sidetrack. Mdm B told us a thief broke into her car and got her laptop and all files are GONE. Gone forevaaa. Srew you thief. No more pon and zi.. Even our interviews. All gone... Sad isnt it? Sighh. Okay back on track.

Let me just rant something about school and its the end of this post. Lessons were as per normal just now but during Lunch, I slept for the whole 30 mins and it feels heaven. During Nahu, Huda was busy making handshakes for herself and I and Ust actually saw it and called me up to the front and answer his question. :/ But I managed to answer it though. Hahaha. Actually I dont have anything to rant about school actually. It was all plain normal. Nothing much.

Ah fag, I really need to pack my stuffs now. Bye.

Faathimah Ath-Thoohiroh Bte Alpan Masuri(:

2010-03-22T17:51:00.011+08:00

And yes, she's finally back to school. I deleted my other post since I think it's pointless for me to post that video though. Hee. And yeah, I was really happy to have her back in school. It's complete now. Seeing her with Naad, her catwalks, ah everything about her. Anyway Thoohiroh, welcome back to school aite! Heee. School is draggy today. I slept for the last half and hour of Maths lesson and when I woke up, people around me were making succha big fuss packing their things to go home. Haha.

And I kinda love and hate today(:

Because your love is my drug.

2010-03-20T02:33:00.017+08:00

Hey all. I just got home from Cityhall with the sister just now. Didn't shop. Bah, I tend to have alot of things to buy when I don't have the money, but when I have the money already, I have nothing to buy. You know that shucks alot. Heh. Anyway, it's been awhile since I last updated eh? Mhm let me see. My march holidays are pretty good so far. But, the outing to Zoo was cancelled because of something. But for sure, we'll be going together one day insyaallah(: June holidays maybe? Heh.

So left with two days of holiday.. Back to staircases, back to sardine trains in the evening, and back to studying. Pft. Abang came home yesterday. finally. He looked different though. Chubbier liddat. Heh. And now, I realised that I cant really trust people too much. The more I trust that particular person too much, the more I'll get hurt. Bah, I seriously dont understand people nowadays. Heh like me. But, dont you have a heart?? Think before doing something. Ah you're a firt and I hate you. :X

Seeing people taking pictures with DSLRs and cool cameras kinda hurt me alot. Yes, alot. Baaaah xiao right. But seriously. I wonder when will I get one. I told Mummy about it and there she went with her lame excuses.. blah blah. Okay actually it's not lame, but nyet, to me it is. Heh. I don't mind getting a digital camera or whatever, I just want a good camera. Yes, a good one. Heh. Oh well, wont brag about it anymore. My legs are aching real bad.. A good sleep is all I need now. Goodnight.

Anyway happy birthday izza(:

I love my Sec Two Andalusia '10.

2010-03-17T22:53:00.023+08:00

Class outing was fun. Thanks to Mr Izzad and others who sacrificed alot for this whole outing. Thanks to those who made the effort to attend the pit also. Surprisingly all the boys came just now. Woah. And I wish for more. All we did was to take alot of pictures, cycling, bbq-ing, gossiping, and gt ourselves wet. We had to bear with the scorching sun and as a result, I got sunburns at almost every parts of my body. And it is burning. ( okay that was fake ) Haha. I am uploading photos to my facebook so yeap. Pictures do tell a thousand words right?

Gonna continue uploading more photos now. Will post the link to the album soon. Anyway, kudos to Faten for learning how to cycle a bike already. Way to go babe! And our blogshop is updated already. Do show us your support for our pre loved items aite? Love ya. I think I'll end it here and sorry for the short post. I am still tired actually. Again, I love ya readers. Till my next post! People, keep my tagboard rolling okay. Thanks((:

And you, yes you, I miss you.

We found ourselves in wonderland - Izza. HAHA.

2010-03-16T13:59:00.000+08:00

I dont know why but I just love this picture Izza editted. Hee(:

I am pretty bored here actually after spending the whole day doing my blogshop. It was kinda an impromptu plan of Sister and I to sell (partly) all our clothes we've put aside just now. Hah. I have yet to post our new arrivals since Sister have not insert the item no of the item, the price, ah, all the enquiries lah actually. And I had to redo the whole thing (yes, the whole thing) since I accidentally deleted some of the texts and photos. Silly.

Anyway I think I am kinda excited for tomorrow's outing actually. HAHA. Thanked Allah there's a straight bus from my house to Bedok. I have to report at Bedok by 10AM so what time am I supposed to get my butt out from my house? Hmm. I hope that it wont rain tomorrow since its a rainy period now. I wonder what will happen tomorrow. LOL. I think Im done here. But before that, look out for our pre-loved items ladies! :)

And I am really, really, sleep. ( yawns) More updates soon!

Alice In Wonderland((:

2010-03-15T21:23:00.014+08:00

Oh hey. I finally gt to watch Alice In Wonderland wih Izza just now. She was being clumsy as ever throughout the whole day. It was cute, actually. I was wet since it was raining when I went out. And its really not a good day to start out with. We watched a 1PM show and it ended right on time for our Zuhr prayers. Bumped into some of the Sec Four Irsyadian guys at Civic. Hahaha. Oh and Izza, you know I know kaaan. HAHAHA!

Did our Zuhr prayers and had our ( okay actually its my lunch cause Izza didnt eat. HAHA ) lunch at the nearby Macd. I love Macd's Hot&&Spicy shaker fries I tell you. Headed to Orchard since we were bored and it was still early anyways. We went around searching for HMV since Izza wanted so badly to check out her Green Day thingy. Haha. Izza had to leave early and since I dont know where to head after that, I went home. Haha.

Though it was only a short outing, I had fun with her. Cant wait for Wednesday. Me and her may not be close friends, but, we get along really well. I love you Izza. And of course my some other girls too(: And I think it would be much much more exciting if Faten were there to join us :( Oh wells. Moving on. My legs are aching, and my face is red. And I dont even know why. Bleah. Alright, better get going now. I am really sleepy.

Till my next post!

My first love broke my heart for the first time.

2010-03-14T16:29:00.010+08:00

So like Im pretty lazy to update actually. But uh, lemme just highlight some things. The trip to JB yesterday was a blast. Pandan City has always been great anyways. I finally got a new bag. Thanks mum. And some Dvds like Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. Weehee. I watched Adnan Sempit and The Toothfairy just now and its great. I mean, GREAT. 5/5 popcorns(: Go and watch it okay people. Its really a good movie(;

I cant wait for Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. Will be having some outings with my loved ones. Alice On The Wonderland with Izza on Monday, S2A BBQ Pit at Ecp, and Zoo with Faten and Sister on Thursday. Weehee I love my March holidays. Though its only a week, I still love it. Will be heading to the Granny's place later. I wonder how is she doing now.. So yeap, I'd better get going now. Till my next post!

LOVE AND MISS YOU BABY.

Tabung Jumaat!

2010-03-12T13:51:00.008+08:00

Tabung Jumaat was okay. I got Masjid Asyafaah with Ftn. I had to stand alone at the front gate and I swear there were too much of teenage guys and it's bloody annoying. And I think I ate alot today. Bleah. Two Epok2 & a Curry Puff & A Packet of Nasi Minyak plus Mc Chicken Meal. HAHA.

Anyway, had an impromptu plan to Suntec since they were having this IT Show and I decided to give it a go. I was late, again. Sorry sis. Headed to Marina Square for Magrib and there were some typical minahs in the toilet and they actually conquered the mirrors lah eh. Stupid sux eh Azmeer?

Proceeded to Suntec afer praying. Bam, it was damn packed I tell you. There's this SALE on apparels, clothes, make ups etc etc. Since I was running out of eyeliners, bought some. And yes, it was indeed in a real, real, sale. Surveyed cameras and Im still stucked with buying, a DSLR or a prosumer camera.

Had our dinner at Macd and saw Brother Izam. I kinda miss him though. ( note that I treat him as my brother ) Heh. ANYWAY! Thanked Allah Sister and I got a seat in the train. Reached home exactly at twelve just now. Mum's nagging away asking me to sleep now. Will be having tuition tomorrow.

Catching some sleep now!

March holidaays!

2010-03-11T20:21:00.005+08:00

Now that the March Holidays are here, Im already up with plans and events for the upcoming week. Will be busy with Tabung Jumaat tomorrow. Thanked Allah that I dont have to get my parents down to get my result slip. Saturday, probably will be going out with the sister to Suntec. And I still cant wait for Wednesday. Will be having a class outing to East Coast Park. Like finally we're settled with the outing.

School just now was okay. But, I just hate the new school rules. Why cant they just stick to the old school rules? There's alot of changes but I just cant accept the fact that we have to hand in our phones to the chairman and he'll lock it in the drawer in our class and we're only able to use our phones at the courtyard at Level 1. Im not protesting, but its just so.. unfair. Right, moving on.

Had this Evacuation Drill just now and we had to evacuate the builiding and gather ourselves at the open field by 5 minutes. But instead, we took 11 mins plus (?) seconds. HAH. I was burning under the scorching sun I tell you. Okay the burning part is obviously untrue. Izza, Saiyidah, Syazana, Faten and I made a small shade among ourselves by making a circle and leaning our heads with one another. HAHA!

Sidetrack. I just luuurve singing in class with Izza and Co. Weehee. Met Mum and Sis after school just now for lunch. Had Chicken Porridge and it was booms. HA. Headed home afterwards and end of my Thursday. Today feels like Friday that I tweeted about Friday instead of Thursday. HAHA. I am sleepy.

Weeehee bye. Tabung tomorrow!

Irsyad's Nasi Briyani is the best((:

2010-03-08T20:44:00.031+08:00

Hello people! I still luurrve Irsyad's nasi briyani. Hee. Today's a free day for Irsyadians. Which also means, sleeping the whole day for me! Okay I was just kidding. I was awoken up by his text at 11 and mins after that, I was still sleepy that I continued sleeping until 2! Yeah, that bad. Heh.

The initial plan to go out with Mum and Sis was foiled since 1) It was raining. 2) It was already late and there's school tomorrow. 3) Im just plain lazy to get my butt out from my house. HA! And lastly, I hate the feeling of, ah its school tomorrow, gotta reach home early. Yeah, that shucks you know. Anyway, Abang just called. His voice was croaky. Probably too tired I think. Pity him :(

And I miss you bro! Its really empty without you here though at times you can be really, really, annoying. Weehee. Will be seeing you in 2 weeks time aye. Ah, I dont feel like going to school tomorrow. Can I? DD: Its only 9 and Im already yawning like mad. Eh, I think Im going on a diet again. Yeah, again. Seeing those fatso(s) makes me wanna go on diet, again. Haha crazy right.

Okay sidetrack kejap eh. Readers, do ask me anything at my formspring okay? Find the web at my links. Anyway Muhd, I got your email already. But I still have yet to know who are you. HAH okay gotta go now. I am still thinking to go to school tomorrow or not. Should i? Ugh.

I am not in a good mood now. Dont ask. Bye.

Dont you girls love to shop?

2010-03-07T23:20:00.006+08:00

Hey ladies, you girls LOVE to shop dont you? Try www.durrahgallery.com((:

Selling dresses, maxi dresses, abayas, and more! Do come and support durrah :D

I love, love, love, you.

2010-03-07T23:03:00.031+08:00

This year's Irsyad Maulid is the bestest. I love working with with my teachers and friends. I never did this kind of volunteer work with aloot of courage like this. I wish for more, can? I am still tired actually. My arm are aching. Infact, my whole body is aching. A good sleep is all I need now. My weekends were well spent in school in preparation for my school's maulid. Though its tiring, its really fun indeed(:

Apologies to my fellow friends from junied for not attending to your school's maulid. I was still stucked with my own schoool actually. Haha. Bottomline, I learnt alot of things between these two days. Kudos to Irsyadians for making this event a good one. And I kinda love my school though it sucks sometimes. Haha no offence. But, I just love today(: Aaaand nah, pictures. I am still too tired to post a proper one.

Will post a proper one soon okay? Bye.
For more pictures, here.

One love.

2010-03-06T00:07:00.011+08:00

Science retest just now was, ( Fill in the blanks please. ) Didnt sit for my Arab retest since Ust D was also busy with the selawat rehearsal. School was kinda fun just now. No joke I tell you. Haha. Goodluck to Farhanah and Huda for lecturing more about Maulidur Rasul on Sunday. All the best, girls! :)

Badminton with the girls ( muya, idah, faten ) was fun. But had to leave school earlier cause of something. Headed home with Sunsine and hit CP for Macd. Its like we both were having problems and we went window shopping instead of dwelling about our problems cause we know, it wont work. Instead, it will tear us up. Went to our separate ways and bid goodbyes since it was already 5. Heh.

I slept for 4 hours just now and it feels good. Haha. I dont think I have much to rant here. And its already 1AM in the morning when Im actually supposed to wake up at 6 tomorrow. Will update more soon. And I kinda miss my brother. I still hate the fact that I cant send him off to his camp. Bye :(

Goodluck, bro.

2010-03-05T00:40:00.007+08:00

Basically just now was the last dinner I had with Abang before he leaves for NS tomorrow morning. Sadly I cant send him off to Mandai since I have to attend to school tomorrow because, of the retests and the short briefing after school. Im wishing my brother, Shaheez Zarul Bin Zahod a very very good luck to him when he's in camp. Will be missing you, brother. Dont forget us here, at home(:

Anyway, school was perfectly fine just now. I hate myself for not getting high marks for my maths retest. Though its a pass, Im still not satisfied with it. Weather's been really humid lately. But, just now was a little bit different cause I walked under the scorching sun just to get my Rainbow Ice Cream and I luurrve it. Thanks to my sunshine for accompanying me((: Love you, babe. <3

Imma have my Science retest tomorrow and Im actually supposed to be revising Science instead of blogging. But I am really, really, sleepy. Like serioously. I think I'd rather have my beauty sleep than to stay up real late to revise my Science. Whats the point of revising when you, yourself cant get the informations into your head? Haha. Ah I think Im off. Bye bye.

Cause you and I both love.

2010-03-03T20:13:00.009+08:00

Oh hello people.

Im actually supposed to be studying instead of blogging here. School has been pretty great, so far. So basically yesterday was ohkay. But, facts I remembered was, 1) I was late for school. 2) Got our Hadith tests papers back and I dont have to retake the test. Alhamdullilah(: 3) I kinda hate that Tuesday. 3) I had to walk under the scorching sun after school. 5) The wheather was really, really, humid.

Today was pretty hectic. I was late for school like again. Massive jams along the highway. I was extra sleepy in school just now despite sleeping early the day before. And, the worst part of the day was, we didnt get to play Captains Ball though they told us to bring our P.E attire the day before. But instead, there was a talk about our school's upcoming events. Ust Idham is pretty funny, actually. :D

Anyway, I think I will be very busy during the weekends. Full with my school events. But on the other side, Sister is pestering me to follow her to catch a movie- Alice In Wonderland during the weekends when my weekends are occupied with activities already. So yeap, Im still wondering if I should follow her out or not. Arab retest is tomorrow. And I am not looking forward to it. Pft.

Ah, I think I should stop blogging and start revising now.

Got swag?

2010-03-01T03:38:00.001+08:00

Its 4AM in the morning and Im watching American Idol Mum recorded for me the other day. Im alone at the living room with all lights on and Im the the only one awake. Basically I had my sleep just now and suprisingly Im not sleepy. Serious talking. So I decided to update my blog since someone said my blog is boring with the same post everyday. Bwahaha you know who you are, girl.

Basically on Sunday, family and I had an impromptu plan to IKEA @tamp since Mum wanted to find our household stuffs there. But instead, we went to Amk for our lunch. Had some kebabs and its really, really, delicious I tell you. Headed to Amk hub after that for my new ezlink card and I told mum my ezlink card is not original cause my picture is distorted and the card is soft liddat. Haha funny.

Abang and Dad sent us to Amk hub and they left the min after for their prayers at the mosque nearby. Mum was pissed with them cause its was frigging hot and the mosque isnt few steps away. We had to wait for them for like, what, 30 mins, STANDING? Pft. The others went for their prayers while Abang and I went to the courts nearby. Initial plan was to survey for DVD players actually. LOL.

Headed to this Gain City warehouse since they were having this sale there. Mum got her DVD portable player already. Since it was still early, went to IKEA @tamp. Abang shopped like there's no tomorrow since um, maybe thats his last time shopping with us since hes going for his NS this Friday. Goddamn fast lei. Kakak and I went up and had some light meals since we were bored. :/ Haha.

Reached home at about 12 and slept straightaway. And it was a bummer cause the next day was Monday. Today was really, mundane. Monday blues. In the morning, someone gt on my nerves already. Succha bummer. Had our English and Maths retest just now and alhamdullilah I managed to complete the paper on time. Got our Fiqh && Malay test papers and Im satisfied with it. Alhamdullilah(:

Other lessons were as per normal though.
I think I gotta catch some sleep now. More updates soon!
Anyway, happy 16th JUSTIN BIEBER. You know I love you((:

P/S: More photos at my facebook.

fatigue.

2010-02-27T09:05:00.000+08:00

My Saturday was great. Had an impromptu plan to Bugis with the Sister. I had my Math Class before that, rushed home and changed immediately. On a second thought, I thought of going on a Sunday cs I was really tired and sleepy. But then again, Monday ( school day -.-) is the day after Sunday. Pft.

The plan of watching Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief was foiled since we both were out of money and we'd rather shop than to catch a movie. Hees. Headed to Rubi at Bugis Junction and Kakak bought a new shoe when she just bought a pair a week before. Annoying. Oops, sorry sister((:

Met up with Azmeer along with Tiara and her boyf along at Esplanade. The wind was awesome but it wasnt as fun like how we used to back then. Oh and tell me how much I luuurve Double Chocolate at Coffee Bean. Reached home at 12 and slept immediately after that. End of my Saturday.

Now, let me rant something about my Friday. Five things I could recall was, 1) Maths retest was postponed to next week. 2) I gt pissed with some people for something they did. 3) I had two fried chickens after school. 4) Sis wiwin came to Irsyad. 5) And it was a beautiful Friday((:

As for today, I think I'll be staying at home studying for my upcoming Maths retest and will be having Science tuition later. Its still early in the morning and I think Im having my sleep back. Bye bye.

freaking pissed.

2010-02-25T20:38:00.008+08:00

I am actually frigging pissed. But I dont wanna let it out everything here cause I know, it wont help but it will only makes me feel more miserable than Im already am. I just hope she'll change for the better and think twice before doing something because I really do love, and care for her. <3

Bottomline, I passed my Tafsir but I failed my Quran by half mark. I screwed my spelling for my Quran, and I think I could actually gt 20 out of 30 instead of 14.5. Like seriously. Maths retest is tomorrow and Im looking foward to it. Im gonna get a 65% instead of 55%. Yay. Imma do my very best this time(:

And Im still not in my good mood from yesterday.
Till my next post. Gotta revise for my Maths now. Adios.

finally its over.

2010-02-24T21:26:00.009+08:00

I am happy. Finally CA1 is over. I can massive play the laptop all day long without being nagged by Mum everyday. Haha. And I kinda love today. The girls and I had some bonding session and we played games. And they laughed at how I played. They laughed, we all laughed. Good times, good times.

Thanks to faten, saiyidah, izza, and all those who consoled and gave me free hugs in school just now. Really appreaciate that. Love you guys. I am looking forward for good results tomorrow. And Im having a massive headache and I feel like vomitting. Sorry for the short post. I am not in a good mood. Bye.

And I dont wanna love you, idiot.

beyond happiness.

2010-02-23T19:57:00.016+08:00

I am happy. Yay. We finally got our Maths test papers back just now. I was shocked and I didnt expect to get atleast a pass for my results. Alhamdullilah. And kudos to Izza for getting 100% :)

Anyway, Nahu and Malay paper just now was okay, for me. But I dont know. Im expecting to get at least a pass for both Nahu and Malay. InsyaAllah. School was pretty normal just now. Just that it was really awkard seeing someone not smiling at me for the whole day DD:

Faten was down with some major headaches and I was down with some minor stomach cramps. She got me massaging her head but she didnt help me with my stomach cramps. Haha just kidding babe. Tomorrow is Wednesday and its our last day of CA1 and I am beyond happy :DDDD BUT! We, the S2s wont be having any sports for tomorrow. Ugh. Why?

Because we'll be having some kind of briefing for our upcoming Mukkhayam. Why cant they push it to next week?! I am looking forward for the game tomorrow! I mean like seriously. Ah, whatever it is, I am still happy. :DDDD Headed home as per normal and there were weird people around me. Hahaha.

A stranger talked to me. And I saw two some psycho guys talking to themself. HAHA! Alright Mum's calling me now asking me to change for dinner at Sembawang. Till my next post tomorrow readers!
Oh and wish me luck for my last paper tomorrow. I am still happy. :D

im tired of believing.

2010-02-22T19:18:00.020+08:00

So Abang's performance yesterday was okay, I think.

But I hate the fact that we had to sit on the floor OR to stand. But Mum and Aunt got chairs from the organisers. So unfair. We had to wait for like 2 bands for Abang's turn to perform but luckily my phone managed to get some WiFi thing so it rescued my day :P Haha.

Saw Sis Ekin && Taqim and we managed to catch up a lil bit. Its been a long time since we last met. We had to leave earlier since I was schooling the day after - whatever. Had our supper at Gaylang and thanked god the makan place was still open. I had Satays- been a long time since I last ate that. Wee.

Headed home after that and hit LalaLand straightaway- haha. End of my boring Saturday. Today was really really really mundane. First, I screwed my Science paper. Second, I didnt have enough sleep the day before and my eyebags were really disturbing and annoying DD: Haha.

Anyway for the Science paper, I think Im gonna fail. Fail fail fail. We studied the basics only and the questions were like booms. The paper was actually okay IF I studied real hard about Solutions and Suspensions. All I could think was, Solute + Solvent = Solution. ( like what ftn thought also - haha. )

And my Quran paper was, so so. I didnt manage to finish up the whole surah and I think Im gonna fail at the last part of the question because I hentam like mad one. Except for the last verse- haha. But whatever it is, I think if I were to fail, I think I deserve it lah actually. Sape suro tk hafal. LOL.

Other than that, I think that the only reason I go to school is to take the exams/tests. If not, I'll be at home studying instead! And I wonder why are we still studying when we took the test already? Haha. Major stomach cramps greeted me early in the morning just now. But I got vicks with me ;D

Lessons were as per normal also. Just that we didnt really do much except revising for tomorrow's test. Headed home with Faa&&Naa and everybody were quiet in the train and it feels so awkward. Haha. Okay gotta get going now. Nahu and Malay test tomorrow. Wish me luck (:

Till my next post, readers! XOXO.

if we ever meet again.

2010-02-20T00:21:00.012+08:00

I kinda miss going out with my siblings actually. Haha okay anyway, hello readers. Its 12AM and suprisingly Im still wide awake when actually during tuition just now, I was really really sleepy. Yes, my laptop is addictive gila. I cant get my hands off it lah. Well who doesnt? Hee hee.

My saturday is super duper mundane. Tuition(s) all day and someone has been arguing with me till just now about something he did and he's actually puting the blame on me. Literally. Mum got a new arab tutor since she wanted me to really concentrate on my uhkrawi subs. Boring.

Revised on Nahu and alhamdullilah I get the hang of it already. Monday is my Quran and Science paper. Yes, science. Mr Muneer showed us experiments and slideshows on the topics only and how the hell am I supposed to understand a thing through experiments? Okay I managed to get something from the experiments lah. But not that much lol. Seriously speaking.

Quran, I have yet to finish the whole surah. Ah slack slack slack. Will revise it tomorrow insyaallah. Still, I cant wait till CA1 ends. I frigging wanna go out with my sister :( Mum said we will be going to Abang's performance at Marine Parade tomorrow. I wanna hit the beach can? :D

I am really sleepy and goodnight people. Have a great Sunday ahead! :)

i hate you see you leave, but i love to watch you go.

2010-02-19T18:37:00.033+08:00

Im using this opportunity to blog since I know I wont update my blog on my Saturdays and Sundays. So yeap, let me rant about my CA1. First paper was Arabic and Fiqh. I think I screwed my Arabic. Fiqh was manageable though. Same goes for Tauhid and Eng.

Maths and Tafsir were quite okay. But there were some questions I wasnt sure about lah. Pray for my success people. I know I did my best in all subjects. Whatever results I'll get, Im thankful for it(: During Tafsir just now, Mr Muneer was our invigilator and he told us some things about our Inter Mad.

I wont be posting it here cause it might be a lil bit offensive to others. But one thing for sure, he cracked us up the most. Haha seriously. OH and today was just a typical Fridaaay. What's new? Hah. Will be going to school tomorrow I think. Bummer. I think my grammar sux.

Haha k bye.

yes, you.

2010-02-16T21:32:00.007+08:00

Hello.

So from tomorrow onwards, I'll be busy and I wont be updating my blog that much.
CA1 chaos. Anyway to those who are facing the same fate as mine ( haha) , good luck people!
And wish me luck too. Okay wait, I dont need lucks. Instead, pray for my success aye! (:

And Im looking forward to go to school tomorrow(:
Imma do my last touch up on Fiqh and Arabic and Im off to bed.
Bye and you know I love ya all readers! Mwah.

be my valentine?

2010-02-15T15:51:00.008+08:00

I am finally updating. Yesterday was Valentines Day right? Ah well. I was down with rashes all over my body for the whole day. I went around the house scratching until Dad sent me to the doct and yes, 80 bucks burnt on me. Anyway, thanks dad. The doct gave me some kind of injection on my left arm and holy shit, it was really, really painful I tell you. But, the painkiller was great lah. Afterawhile, I didnt get to feel the itchiness and the rashes started to heal. Alhamdullilah.

We proceeded to Jaybee as planned. By then it was already 10 if Im not wrong. Dad drove in an another car, and yeah, it was suffocating. Sister kept on squeezing on me and that her arm got into my left arm and yah, it hurts. I was really sleepy and I remembered the doct said that the painkiller he gave me will makes me feel a lil bit drowsy. Ah, Sister and Brother went shopping but I didnt since I was really, really, sleepy and giddy. I followed where they went and that was when we realised it was already 2AM in the morning. (note that the shops at Pandan are still open aft midnight. )

Thought of staying over a night but we cant cause Brother have something the day after with his band. It was 4AM when we reached home. I looked myself into the mirror and I was kinda shocked when the rashes on my body are gone already. Yes, the painkiller worked that well. I rushed myself to bed since I was really sleepy and today, I woke up at 2! And I missed my Subuh prayers. Haha. I am still tired actually. Mum has been pestering me to revise on Science like almost everyday when my first paper is Arabic. LOL. Wednesday is the start of my exams already. Pft. -.-''

Fag, gotta start memorising now.
Anyway, Happy Chinese Year and V day! (:

what do you have to say?

2010-02-13T19:22:00.014+08:00

I am still pissed about yesterday's incident.

First, my phone got confiscated but thanked god I got it back on that day.
Second, some of the s2 girls didnt get to go and collect donation for Tabung Jumaat.
Third, my money got stolen by some-annoying-irritating people.

And the weird part is, 4 of my friend's money got stolen too. But on a diff day lah. Coincidence or what? Bleargh. If you dont have enough money for your daily expenses, then dont go to school to steal lah! This is seriously not a laughing matter kay. And you even took my 5 CENT coins? How desperate are you? I am seriously really pissed. And because of that, I have to borrow Faten's money for my ezlink card. Menyusah kan hidop aku je.

Didnt turn up for today's Maths class cause I wasnt in the mood to go to school butI wanted to eat Stall 4's cheese fries actually. My ezlink card is with kakak and I cant make it to Esplanade for Rentak Cilik with Faten all because of it. And partly because Mum wanted me to stay at home cause we might be going later after Magrib. CA1 is this Wednesday and Im totally not ready for it. Probably will be going out to Changi with the family later on. Later.

And now I feel like eating popcorns.

forget about you.

2010-02-11T23:38:00.009+08:00

Oh look its 5 mins to 12 and nobody's at home yet. Actually I feel like sleeping but then suddenly I dont feel like sleeping. Haha. Omg people, its only my 4 days using my corby and Im faar apart with it already? Sucha bummer. And yes, I have yet to get my phone. 2 days already you know. I just want my phone back, and I'll be the happiest girl on earth already ;D

School has been not oh so great lately. Seriously. Eversince my phone got confiscated. But please lah, you dont have the rights to check my caller id, my images, everything inside what? Like who the hell are you to check my phone fully? Even my mum is mad at em man. Oh wells. Its pointless for me to brag about it here lah. Its not like by ranting it here I'll get my phone asap right? Anyway, let me just rant something a lil bit fun about school. Siket je. LOL.

On Wednesday, it was our turn to play Captains Ball. Yay. It was my team (earth) against water to play. I wasnt in the mood actually but I had to cause they're short of players and some of em dont wanna play. Haha. We won them by I dont know how many points lah. But its not a big deal anyway. Its just a game. And, honestly, I'd prefer playing Captains Ball with them compared to the other houses. Hee. Basically, on Wednesday and Thursday was really a suaaay day for me.

I wont elaborate more about it yeah. Cause I think its not important lah. Only if you guys followed me on twitter then maybe you'll get the whole story lah :P Haha. And my throat is bugging me like seriously. Bummer. Mum's on her way home now so I'd better stop now. Nights people. More updates soon(:

Sorethroat.

2010-02-09T18:57:00.006+08:00

School has been pretty great so far. Sorethroat is killing me and I think Im going to fall sick soon. Maths has been really boring, eversince Mr I went for his reservist for four days. I'd prefer him than our relieve teacher I tell you. Its not that she's not good, its just that, she's too advance for our class. Majority said they cant understand every single she said. I frigging want Mr Izzad to come back soon and teach us! Like, 3 more days? Haiya.

I dont know why Im really irritated with students in my school, as in, the boys lah. And because of that, my mood went down just now. Sigh. But, other than that, there's always my girlfriends to bring my mood up back. Yay thanks babes. And I think I like Facebook's new layout. Haha. Sister has been tutoring me Maths lately. But, I still think that I need a home tuition but too bad Mum cant find any. :( Anyway, tomorrow is our turn for sports (CCA) and Im loving it. (jumps around)

Gonna get my butt off from this chair and start revising. Till my next post!

and i will never leave you.

2010-02-07T15:32:00.020+08:00

As promised, here I am updating my blog. I'll make a quick one cause my head is spinning and Im really sleepy. HAHA. Anyway, as stated in my recent post, I finally got a new phone. Yeah baby. Thanks mum. I wont be elaborating much on that cause Im sure you guys have read my updates @twitter eh? Haha. So yeah. Let me just rant my Saturday. It was superb, no joke. Though early in the morning Abang gt on my nerves already.

The initial plan to roller blade around was foiled because none brought our blades. Haha. Class was as per normal also. We ( sri, imah and i ) arrived late so we didnt study that much. Brother Zaki gave us worksheets on Algebra and I didnt concentrate in doing it that much cause Sri was watching Kungu Panda in her phone and its distracting. Haha. The population of students in the class were bigger than last week's cause some of 'em came when they're not supposed to.

Ape saje je. Anyway, stayed behind at school after that learning how to waveboard ( still ) and Im getting the hang of it already, literally. Hahaha. Muya left early so it wasnt that fun by the time she left. On the way home with the girls, Mum called saying I can collect my phone already. (jumps around) Hahaha. You know, the feeling of getting a new phone is ______ oi. Haha. Headed home straight and got ready to Semb to collect it (:

I am still hyped about it you know. Cool shit lah that phone. Love you, corby! Haha. CA1 exams are like only 1 week++ away. Im done memorising the Hadith(s) and now left with memorising the Quran and revising other subjects. Probably will be going to the airport to fetch Aunt Enon from Aust later. Ah, school is tomorrow and I hate the feeling of Sunday and school the day after. You know. Can I like not go to school tomorrow? Obviously no lah. Haha.

Okay lah till my next post.

Samsung corby pro.

2010-02-07T00:00:00.008+08:00

Thanks mum for this, I luv you.
Shall post a proper update tomorrow(:

you and i are like wind.

2010-02-05T19:41:00.026+08:00

Class party was superb just now. Thanks to Mr Izzad for making it happen. Macaroni cheese+Camwhoring+Birthday bashes were fun. Someone in school is making myself confused. If only you know what's in my mind. But too bad you cant read my mind lah. Haha. Hit Cp with Mum and Sis after school just now and Im finally getting a new phone. Luv you mum.

On a brighter note, school was perfectly fine just now. I just cant believe that its already Friday. The world's getting older each day oi. Science was pathetic cause this potassium solution left a stain on my tudung and the worst part is, I got to pair up with the irritating brat for some discussions just now. Haha. Maths class is tomorrow and the homeworks are not done yet. Someone mind helping? I dont feel like going tomorrow, but I will have to eventually. :(

Anyway, in the train on the way home just now, there's this chinese boy talking to himself and he's weird. Me and the girls are like laughing away like mad people. People in the train just now seems so weird. Or is it just me eh? Haha. Okay Mum's bugging me to off this laptop and get my homeworks done. Sebok lah. Okay bye. More updates soon(:

like what?

2010-02-04T23:49:00.006+08:00

I feel like killing myself. I feel like biting my fingers.I feel like hugging my sister and bestfriend. I feel like eating chocolates. I feel like eating chickens. I feel like drinking coke. I feel like flying. And I feel reaaaaaally baad D: I am really sorry to my mum and sister for showing tantrums to you guys. Gets irritated easily lately.

Crying session with my 3 girls in school just now. It seems great having your girls with you guys. Whatever it is babes, you know I'll always be there. Someone in school has been giving me weird stares and kept waving at me everytime we stared. Aaaand that sounds so wrong. Haha. Mood was extremely down in school just now but I managed to overcome it. Faten seemed to know what Im not in the mood though I was happily laughing all the way with her.

On a brighter note, tomorrow my class will be having a small party and Im not contributing anything to it. Izza said, ' No food, No party! ' Totally agree with that, but nyet, I dont have anything to contribute to the party. Even if I do, I dont think I'll bring. Either way I forgot to, or, Im just lazy to bring them. Hee. Its 12 and Im home alone. Mum and Sister just went out without telling me where they're going. And Maths result is tomorrow, ( I hope so ) And Im really nervous for it.

Now, I feel like shutting down my laptop and sleep. Bye.

I AM FAT.

2010-02-02T18:35:00.023+08:00

I, Nur Syafiqah Bte Zahod will stop having heavy meals and unhealthy foods, and will start to lose weight from today onwards . Yes, I am crazy indeed. Haha, nyet no. I am doing all this because, I want to, nobody forced me to lose weight or anything, nothing made me. Its just me. I feel that I have gained weight and my tummy is getting bigger day by day. And that sounds so wrong. Haha. Will start to eat high fibre foods and plain water for a month. So people, stop me if you see me buying unhealthy foods yeah?

Haha. Right. So school was fun, literally. I love my class, I love it when we're together in doing something. Its like, the bonding among us are getting better each day. I love Sec 2 Andalusia '10. Flu was succha pain in the ass. And sorry Idah for using your 2 pkts of tissue. Haha. Maths test just now was a boom, not that I didnt manage to do it. I managed to, alhamdullilah. But whatever it is, I am still nervous for my results! Please, please people, pray for the best okay(:

Went home a lil bit late just now and I wasnt in the mood. Kakak just bought me chocolates just now and I immediately said NO to her. And she thinks that Im all merepek to lose weight. Screw you ah kak. Tomorrow is Wednesday and will be having some talks for CCA tomorrow. Pft. Bummer. I think I blabbered too much already. Revision time now. Bye.

Waveboarding?

2010-01-30T20:54:00.023+08:00

Maths class just now was awesome indeed.Class was extra noisy just now compared to last week's.Probably because there were some other students who didnt attended last week's class attended just now. It went smoothly, and ended with a smile on my face because I managed to get my concentration on the worksheet Brother Zaki gave us and managed to finish it up right on time. Haha.

Anyway, I stayed behind at school playing Mr Izzad's waveboard(s) and soccer ( HAHAHA :P ) with Muya, Sri and Fasihah. I cant believe that I actually played soccer just now. All thanks to them for forcing me to try soccer. Haha. Muya was an expert in waveboarding so I got her guiding me with waveboarding. The guys and others managed to get the hang of it already. No fair. ( cross arms ) Haha. Since we spent 3 hours or so at school already, we decided to head home straight. Bid goodbyes to them and went home.

Cousins and grandmother came down to visit Sister just now. Sweet right. Along the way, another cousin of mine came down for tuition and bid goodbyes to my other cousin(s) and continued studying. So yeah, Im done with my tuition. Will be going out for dinner with my family and cousin in a bit.

End of my Saturday. Done. Going out now. Bye.

I LOVE S2 ANDALUSIA.

2010-01-29T19:04:00.031+08:00

School just now was totally awesome. And I cant believe that its Friday already. How fast time flies huh. Okay I said that like I dont know how many times right, I know. Haha. Let me just rant about yesterday shall we? Basically my Thursday was awesome too. I slept late the day before so in school I was really sleepy. As mentioned in my recent post, I stayed behind with my group to finish up our Science project. Helped Idah out with colouring the molecules and stuffs. Anyway if you're wondering, we were assigned to work out on Sublimation which I dont have any idea what the hell is that.

I listened to their instructions and just followed what they say. Haha. Faiz didnt do much cause hes the only boy in our group so that explains. Boys arent good at colouring right? I was being sucha gunduhead and I asked him to help me out with colouring since I was kinda sorta tired :P With the colouring undone, he happily gave it to me and if only I could smack him on the butt, I will. The paper was smudged with the blue crayon I gave him. And he actually stood there smiling waiting to be praised! Jalan dah.

By then, I didnt assign him to do anything. Thank goodness he went home earlier than us. Haha. Finally, we were half done. I reached home late and by 9, I was already flat and slept soundly. Done with my tiring Thursday. Just now, ( okay fine I said this already, but I cant help it but to say it again. ) was awesome! Thanks to Syafiq, Faten, and co for making it a blast(: Let me just rant a proper one about just now aite. In the morning, Arabic proggrame, was.. Okay lah. All about cooking stuffs (:

During Science, I was really sleep and we had to present our project. Bummer. It was our turn and my voice was croaky when I explained to them about Sublimation. Haha. And finally its over. And during contact time, discussed with the ft about the class outing etc etc. But, we are still unsure where to go for our class outing. After school, studied Maths with Faten and many things happened. I wont state it here cause it might be a little bit embarassing. Overall, my day today was awesome! And Im done, bye.

I dont know if you really love me or not, Im in a dead confusion. But no matter what, I'll still love you.

forever and ever.

2010-01-28T01:31:00.019+08:00

Tell me why am I up at this hour? I just cant get my sleep back. Basically because I had my sleep in the evening just now. I was awaken up by text messages and miss calls. I replied to them and continued my sleep. Yes yes, sleeping is my first priority :P Hee. And I was awaken up by text messages and miss calls again. By then I cant have my sleep back and I was hungry :P

I played with Mum's iPhone before eating and I took an hour to like stop playing with it. Okay fine, I have to admit that Im still amazed with her iPhone. Haha. I had some curry puffs Dad bought from Onan Rd, yes, Its goddamn delicious and its my all time favourite. Hee. Lazed around with Sister in the living room watching The Moment Of Truth. I simply LOVE watching that show. But halfway through, Mum asked me to do some revisions since Im still awake and so I did.

The first assessment book I took was Maths. Yes, I am starting to love Maths. Im trying my best to at least make a pass for my Maths and Science this year. But Science, we have yet to start studying as in, a proper one. Been making observations through experiments etc etc. Oh, and Mr Muneer gave us 3 frigging days only to get our project done. And my group have not started doing anything and the date line is Friday. My. Bottom line, I'll try to love Science though I hated Science since 12345678910 years ago. Okay tu bedek.

Haha. On a brighter note, school is fine for me. So far so good. CCA just now was awesome! But it was tiring, but fun, literally. My team lost by 2 points and I must admit that the first part of the game we played like shit. But in the middle of it, we're into the game already. And apologies to Firzanah on behalf of my team. Hope you're okay aite :) Basically after school we were all flat and my cheeks, okay my face, are all redish! And I was sweating and panting. And all I need was.. PLAIN WATER! COLD ONE, of course. Hee. Thanks to our school's water cooler. And congrats to Wind and Water for winnning. Was it Water, or Fire? Okay nevermind abt it(:

Stayed behind with Kecik and Sri since we were all still flat to head home straight. Okay the line after this is for Naa. I am truly sorry. Didnt know you didnt went for Netball. Cause I mati mati ingat you pegi Netball. And sorry for not picking up your calls because I left my phone in my bag and my bag was in our class. Sorry once again babe :( Okay done. Tomorrow, probably will be staying behind for our Sci Project thingy. Fagg. Okay more updates soon aite. I need to catch some sleep now. Nights.

Maths is love.

2010-01-26T20:26:00.005+08:00

Im starting to love maths. Im starting to love maths.
Like omg. :/

Love and miss.

2010-01-25T19:30:00.005+08:00

I dont wanna runaway, but I cant take it, I dont understand.
I miss you, ♥love.

thats why i cant say go.

2010-01-23T21:14:00.028+08:00

So Math class just now was kinda sorta oh-kay only. I was kinda lost and there where some seniors and juniors at the void deck and courtyard. Asked Ms Nadia where I should I go, ( haha okay I know you'll guys will be like, ' why her? ' ) Because I was lost, and she was somewhere near me and to prevent from people thinking that Im a loner, I approched her then. :P

Got to know it wasnt Mr Roslan who will be teaching us, he's in charge of the whole thing but he's not teaching. Phew. It was this brother from poly I think who taught us. Brother Zaki if Im not wrong. I was panting and gasping for air when I knocked on the class door. Spotted Lalaa and sat with her. Glad I wasnt THAT late. Thanks to Dad for sending. But actually, I wouldnt be THAT late if he didnt get his newspaper at home when we were already heading straight towards my school.

Bumped into Naa's parents and Sister. Said hi blah blah blah. Okay sorry for the sidetracking. Now back on track. The class were noisy, as per normal, especially those 3 makciks at the front row. Yes, Brother Zaki called them 'makciks'. Haha no offence, seriously :B The class were begging Bro Zaki for some kind of break but instead, Lalaa and I were allowed to have our so called break at the canteen :PP

Basically we didnt really do much. Algebra, to be specific. And I think Algebra is fun if we were to get the hang of it and the formulas. :) :) :) But I dont think Im going for next week's lesson cause um, I might as well get my sleep because on the day itself, my cousin, Sis Noi will be tutoring Maths so yeah. Haha. Sorry Kudos for turning you guys down.

I was supposed to join them for some reuninion but I didnt make it cause first, I was sleeping. And when I woke up, its already 6 when they told us to meet at 12. Sorry! Anyway if you guys are wondering.. Kudos is actually my so-called-study-group back in 2008. :PP And then I realised how fast time flies huh? Been a long time since I last met them.

Anyway Mum wanted to head JB just now but we didnt cause Dad had something on like he always do. Haha. Maaan, I want to go on a shopping spree! Who's in? Hahaha. Okay anyway I think I cant hold it on any longer so till here. Refer back to my first paragraph of this post and you'll get when I mean. Heee.

Eh wait, Happy advance birthday Fituwiie! May allah bless you in everything you do. Have fun on your birthday and stay pretty always kaay(: Once again, Happy Advance Birthday ♥Fituwiie! :) :) :) Okay done, bye.

and i was like, ' baby, baby, ooh, baby baby. '

2010-01-22T17:47:00.037+08:00

Finally Friday is here. And I managed to blog on Fridays only. Sucks big time. Been busy with school stuffs and sleeping :PP Haha seriously, since school started, I've been sleeping alot the moment I reached home from school. As per normal, lets do some recap. Mind me, I wont be stating each and every single detail yeah. Blame my short term memory :P Hee hee hee.

Okay so, Monday was the day Mum cut my hair short. Yes, short. :( It looks weird on me but Sister and Mum said it's better than my longlong hair. But, I dont have to worry cause it's growing. Bit by bit okay. Haha. I cant recall what happened in school, so mind me. Hees. Tuesday, I cant recall anything. Seriously. Hee.

Wednesday was really tiring. First, I was having my period and stomach cramps, uh duh. Supposed to have some activities for CCA but we didnt. Instead, we had a talk on Ace Learning whatever crap la. And on Wednesday was also the day I saw Faisal Isa, Tabby, and Duane. Saw them the other day at the same place also. But with Farhan Shah. I miss seeing them on Tv laaah. Haha.

And also Wednesday itself, we had to act out a skit based on our old malay legend. Mdm B allowed us to choose our groups and obviously I went with my babygirls. We were all last min and we chose Bawang Puting Bawang Merah to act out. I acted as Bawang Putih. And they started to label me as ' Bawang Putih ' already. Hahaha.

The whole thing was random. Even Naa, as the narrator, didnt get the scripts ready and all. We were all last minute. But Mdm B said it was entertaining though :PP On Thursday, we didnt do much. We got our results for the skit we made and surprisingly my group got the highest pts amongst all. It was totally unexpected seh. Seriously.

And Mdm B liked Naa's acting and stuffs and she also added that she liked this someone's acting. It goes like this, ' this lady, she looks so natural infront and relax. and I like her. and that girl is Syafiqah.' Jaw dropped. Seriously. Babygirls were already like' wooo baeeek syiqaaa all those stuffs. A last minute work do works huh? Hahaha. Nah, I hate last minute works. So unorganized. Haha as for today, too much things happened.

First and foremost, to Fatin Nurfatiha Bte Awaludin, you know Im always here beside you anytime, everywhere. Whatever it is, there's a wisdom behind everything. So be strong okay? You know I love you babe(: And cheer up kays. Mwah mwah! After school, something happened. Pity the S4C girls. Nevermind. But somehow its really annoying when outsiders are trying to like dig out your secrets from YOUR handphone. I mean like, their parents dont do that, so why are you? Pft.

Okayokay cut it out. Had Macd @Admiralty with the seniors along with Naa and Nunu. Headed home after that. So yeah, here I am updating. Anyway people, please pray for my Sister's recovery please. I miss her smile :( I miss taking hell aloot of pictures with her. Sigh. And I gotta stop sleeping too much and start studying! Seriously. There's alot of things to get em in my head. Im getting a nap and do some revision after that :PP Okay bye.

Pee/Ass: Am missing someone badly! :((

last min outing.

2010-01-17T10:30:00.012+08:00

I wanted to blog yesterday but unfortunately I was half dead the moment I reached home. Thanks Mum for the new mp3 player. Love it. Yesterday was an impromptu plan to Town with the sibs and mum. It's the first time boarding the train with the family and it feels so awkward I tell you. Anyways, Dad didnt tag along us since he wanted to get his sleep first. :P

The whole thing was actually to so-called-celebrate abang's belated birthday. Eventually Mum had to fork out $$$ for him lah. Haha. Then to 313@somerset>old chang kee>al falah>tangs. Abang took like I dont know how many hours to search for his shoes. Annoying you know when you have to wait for someone and you dont have anything to do. Haha. I wanted to buy the iPod nano @tangs but its not available in pink. :( Dad came down after that. He suggested to go to Mustafa since I need a music player badly. Haha. Had our dinner @madjack and they have their wireless there! I managed to tweet :PP Hee.

Hit Mustafa after that. It took me a long time to decide on with music player I should buy. Again, they have their iPod nano but its not available in pink. Whaaat maan. Abang showed me this Sony pink walkman mp3 and he die2 asked me to buy it. Thinking twice, the design and all is okay for me :PP Finally settled with that. Thanks mum for it(: We didnt really do much there since I was already sleepy. No wait, we all were already sleepy. Headed home after that and it was already 2AM when we reached. And today, I woke up at 10. Thats so unlike me seh. And here I am, updating my blog. Oh and I changed my skin again((: Byee.

too pink haha.

2010-01-15T23:08:00.007+08:00

So its been a while since I last blogged huh? Been practically busy with school stuffs and all. Okay lemme start. The last time I blogged was on Sunday so em Monday was pretty okay. ( note: i'm trying my best to recall back what happened :P ) Haha. Lessons were as per normal. What's new? The stairs, the food(s), the environmeent. Nothing new. Except for on Wed, the boys played soccer and they left patches of mud(s) at the staircases. Hahaha.

So Thurs was Abang's birthday. Happy 18th birthday bro!(: May allah bless you. So the day before his birthday, Mum and I went out for a last min hunting for Abang's present. Abang insisted to follow us and there goes our plan to suprise him a present and so forth. Haha. Basically Mum bought him what he wanted (which is so so unfair :PP ) and he also gt the cheek to ask a present from me also. Hahaha. We have yet to go out as a family for a small mini celebration for him. Sigh :( Everybody's busy with their own stuffs. And moreover Sister's still sick. But on a brighter note, she's recovering! Alhamdullilah((: Thank you allah((:

Friday, which is today. Am finally updating. Heh heh heh. Tell me how much I love Friday(s). In the morning was supposed to be Arabig Prog but since the whole S5 were absent because of something I dont know what. Oh and Al Fatiha to Adam's dad. Suchha pity man. Mhm okay as I was saying, they were supposed to present their Arabic Prog and instead, Ruuz and Ziyan were being called up to the front and Ust Azhari so called ''interviewed'' them about their preparations for STE and blah blah blah. Was pretty mundane in the morning. Had Qiraah and Arabic and Sci only just now. Nothing much.

And I actually went home alone just now since the girls were having their netball training in school. :( HAHA anyways, an impromptu plan to meet Sis Ekin and we talked like there's no tomorrow. She did told me some things which is kinda unexpected though. Had lunch at Macd and headed home straight after that since she's meeting someone around my area. Abang kinda sulked with Mum cause Mum didnt give him the money he wanted. Hahahahaha. How childish can my brother be. Haiyo. Haha. Okay time check: 11.50 PM. Im home alone nowww :((

Creepy okay. Mum left the front window opened and Im scared to close it. Hahahaha! Anywooo, let me just rant abit about something. Why do people always think bad about one, over the friends he/she is with? Why do people always judge a person blindly without even knowing his/her true colours? And why do people always think that 'good' people are always good? I mean like, we all have our own flaws right. Okay straight to the point, why do people always choose their friends?

Okay it's good to choose over the good or bad, even tho you hate that the girl/boy you thought is BAD, you dont have to make up bad stories about him/her to spoil his/her reputation right? My, I dont get the whole idea. ( Note: this is not happening to me okay. so dont judge blindly. ) I wonder if they THINK before they do something. I mean like, why do they get in return aft talking bad about someone? People will obviously think bad about you back cause of you talking bad about someone. Getit? Hah. I just feel like ranting about this, so mind me(:

Anyway its just what I think about this whole thing, so yeah. Not pointing out at anyone okay. Haha. Okay so my class decided to continue our class decoration tomorrow. I dont know if Im going annot cause.. Im plain lazy. Weekends are the times to rest after a long week at school. Heh heh heh :P Maaan, its already 12 and none is home yet! Haiyah. Okay I think I rant too much already so, bye.

I love you sister!

2010-01-10T12:35:00.015+08:00

Okay hi. First and foremost, I wanna say a big THANK YOU to those who cared for my sister dearly yeah. But to those who kept on bothering her life, just get your own frigging life. And to those who knows whats going on or dont even know anything, just keep your blardy mouth shut. Okay? Thanks :) Apologies for being kinda harsh eh. Haha.

Okay anyway, sorry for not updating always like I used to before. Just frigging lazy to blog. And besides, been busy with school and going in and out for Sister's med(S) and stuffs. Heh. Yesterday, in the middle of the night, hit Nuh since Mum was worried for Sister and basically Dad and I had to wait for them outside since uhm, only 1 person were allowed to keep Sister for company blaah blaah blaah. Had some refreshments from the nearby convenient store and I actually bought a can of Red Bull to keep myself awake. Hahaha.

Afterawhile, met up with Mum and Sister and from her face expression and all, I can see that she's really sad and wanted to cry. Upon hearing what the doct had to say, I teared up. Okay not really, but its really saddening lah. But I know, my Sister is strong and Im proud of her. :) Remember Sis, you still have your family and friends who loved you dearly. And you know we all.. love you. Get that in your mind Sis :) Basically headed home after that since we all were like zombies already. It was already midnight for goodness sake!

As for todaay, wont be doing much except for moving marathon-ing, cleaning the house, help Sister out, blah blah blah. And school is tomorrow. Why is Friday so near to Monday and why Monday is so faraway from Friday? Screw youu who made Friday so near to Monday. Hahaha. Just now, I woke up at 11 like ohmygod, HAHA. Its like sooo unlike me of waking up so early maan. Okay, everyone knows that. Whatever. Hahaha. I was bored, so I decided to watch the Dvds I have yet to watch. Heh heh heh. Blame Abang for hiding the Dvds away from me. So that explains :) Hees.

First movie was Zombieland. Awe coolio. But some part of the movie is really disgusting lei. Seriously. With the blood all splattering on the screeen, I'll go, euwww. HAHAHA. Next was Avatar. Haha, a good movie indeed. I give both 4/5 popcorns :) Hee. Okay Imma help Mum with the pratas. Yum. Bye!

misses your smile.

2010-01-07T18:06:00.009+08:00

My last 3 days since day 1 were mundane. Yeah, was sleepy for almost three days straight. Don't ask me why. Just now, during English, Mdm B made the class to write something about a student in our class. But, all positive ones. We finally got back what people wrote about us, without knowing who wrote about us. Cool right. And bam. I got the paper what this someone wrote about me. Woo.

I think you are..
A sweet and nice person. You are very kind to other people and especially to new students.

I hope that you..
Will soar all your dreams and fulfill every each of them.

Like, omg. So sweet lei. I wonder who wrote thatt eh. Haha okay moving on. Other subjects went well lah. And Malay was the best best best! Mr I was really funny I tell you. But just now, the whole day my eyes were really heavy and almost every lesson, I felt like sleeping. But eventually I cant. Haha. Actually I have alot to post here but I forgot what I wanna type.

Okay let's rant something about school now other than the subjects and all blah blah blah. This year, the only differences are, the teachers and our class level. Last year was at level 4, still okay. Can manage. But this year, level 6 maan. And there's this one point of time when we got to climb up and down a flight of stairs due to the lessons and the time and all. I wonder how the upper sec students managed to like climb up and down. Haiyaah, pity the irsyadians eh :(

Anyway, Im at home, alone now. And the lights in my house are all switched on. Bwahahaha. Penakot siaaah aku. Haha. Sister and parents went to the doct since Sister got some problems with her left eye and I dont know lah whuat. Haha. Waah, I am so hungry. Im actually not allowed to even touch the laptop but nevermind, Mum's out already whaat. Hees.

And my backbone really hurts. Okay, I think there's nothing much to update, for now. But keep going to my blog for updates aite. Oh but, no promises kay. Haha k bye.

Sherrynaah Sani (:

2010-01-05T19:20:00.006+08:00

Omg this girl is really cute I tell you. Go and view the vid ;D
Thanks for the vid babe, I love you tooooh.

First day of school.

2010-01-05T14:45:00.009+08:00

Okay, I shall make a quick one cause I have yet to bathe. Heh heh heh :P Basically yesterday was my first day of school after a month plus holiday. It sucks big time I tell you. Firstly, my sch uni I was wearing was kinda, short ( yes yes, dah tinggi! :P but still, Im short. ) and its not comfortable lah kan. Secondly, I woke up late on my very first day of school. Tell me how shitty is that. But nah, Naa saved my day! (: (: (:

Luckily her dad was sending her to school, and Naa asked for a lift to school. Heh, thanks babe. And when we reached, our school hall was really bright and Faa spotted a really-bright-yellow tudung worn by this girl. Haha, funny siah. We didnt really do much in school, seriously. The whole day I was sleepy and giddy. All the way. Esp in the audi, I was really sleepy like seriously. But somehow, I cant sleep due to the loud speaker's voice. Lalaa and I was already sleeping but unfortunately was awaken up by the speaker's voice. ( whoops no offence ;D )

Back in class, we were greeted with 3 new students all 3 from Aljunied. I wonder why Aljuniedians kept on changing their school to Irsyad. Haha. Anywhoo, there were Syafiq, Darwish and Huda. Huda cracked me up the most, with her jokes and the way she talked and stuffs. And.. she's really good at (fillintheblanks) HAHA. Thats, really funny. No worries Huda, your secret is safe with us. Heh heh heh. Mr Izzad is our new ft and yes, he's really flexible at doing things, yay. Hees. And the class is in the process of doing a class outing. Wee.

After school, hit ICA for my new passport and I really lovee it maaan. Like fresh from the oven like that. Hees. Had murtabaks and two Ripples ice creams in bread and it was.. fulfilling ;DD Okay done, I gotta have my bath now. More updates soon. Readers, keep my tagboard rolling lah. So quiet! HAHA you know I love you readers :) Bye.

Back to morning trains.

2010-01-04T00:08:00.006+08:00

Oh hi. Im actually sneaking out from Mum using my laptop and Im supposed to sleep lah. Mum will kill me if she were to see me playing the laptop. Haha. Oh-kay, I finally did my last min shopping for my sch purposes just now. Mum fetched me at the cousin's place and headed to Cp. It was already 9 and we were already rushing actually. Im not excited about sch tomorrow, to tell you the truth. Heh.

Hit Bata for sch shoes, then to Popular for my stationaries. Dad sponsored both ;D Wee. Thanks for sponsoring Daddy! Hee. Yes, talking abt Dad, we're all in good terms now. Alhamdullilah. Bummed into Mr Izzad, my future ft. Okay wait, S2A's ft. Haha. We were done shopping for my school purposes and THEN I remembered its Baa's birthday tomorrow, hit Mini Toons and finally decided what to buy. Phew. Anyway, time check: 12 am. Happy birthday Baa! May allah bless you in everything you do k? Love and miss you! Meet you tomorrow aite :) Hee.

Mum cooked Chilli Crabs and some other seafood(s) and BAM. I am really full now, actually. Therefore Im chilling first before tucking in. Hee. Im actually really sleepy but, I cant sleep. HAHA. Didnt really sleep at the cousin's place literally. The nephew kept on whining for milk and such, so how can I have my beauty sleep? Haha. Im starting to miss the nephew already :( Nehmind. I have alot of photos of him in my laptop. Hehs. Oh-kay, school is tomorrow, school is tomorrow! Am still not ready for it. Seriously laaah, haiyaaah. But on thing for sure, I miss school. Hehs.

Okay and when I said I missed school, its actually not the teachers, nor the school. Is the times I spent with my babygirlfies. Hees. Okay, the part when I said I didnt miss the teachers, partly I miss them, literally. Hahaha. Alright, its already 12.15 and Mum caught me using the laptop already. HAHA. Done, bye. Oh and tomorrow, will be going to ICA for my new passport. Wee. Night readers!

Baby Aqil!

2010-01-03T00:09:00.005+08:00

( Grabbed this photos from Kak Nad's fb. Heh heh heh. )

Oh hello. Im at my cousins's place right now so this gonna be a quick one aite. Just now, we finally got our things done in the kitchen and its spick and span now. I think. But nyet, I bet tomorrow it'll be in a mess, again. Pft, nevermind. Anyway, the purpose of us, my mum, sister and myself, going here was actually to visit the cousin's baby son since we didnt get to visit em. Haha.

I'll upload more photos tomorrow since Im having problems transferring it to my cousin's laptop. Haiyah. Okay moving on. Actually its never my intention to sleepover here but I was hooked up with Aqil. ( Anyway if you're wondering, Aqil is the baby laah kan. Hahaha. ) He's too cute lah seriously. And he's only 37 days old. Everything seems so small. Haha. The cousin prepared some dishes for us and yes, I was hungry at that point of time though. And its bonesteaks for god's sake. Yes, its my favourite thang. Hee.

And Im giddy now due to it. I think I ate too much of it la. Haha. Aqil seems asleep now and I like that. He tend to whine for us to like pamper him when he's on the bed without no one pampering him. So manje liddat. Haha. Okay, my butt hurts like hell cause Im sitting on the floor and I need to sleep. HAHA k bye.

Wild child.

2010-01-02T00:19:00.005+08:00

Damn it. Whats the point of having a father when he dont even have the time for you? But all he knows is to work, work and work. And when a problem cropped up at his work, he'll tend to throw the tantrums to his family. Dont you find it unfair, for his family? Sigh. I pity my mum. Seriously. Its only the first day of 2010 and its already like this? Sigh. Okay I wont elaborate cause the more I talk about it, the more it hurts :(

Anyway, today, stayed at home for the whole day. Purpose actually was to help Mum out at the kitchen as stated at my recent post and yes, I did. I ordered Pizza since both my Sister and I were hungry and I ordered 2 garlic toast(s) all by myself but eventually I gave a piece of it to my Sister and my mum. Heh heh heh. And that was when I got annoyed by my Dad. Nevermind, wont elaborate. I helped mum out just now after eating and my tummy felt oh-so-bloated I tell you. But I had to help her still though. Cs she cant manage things all by herself. So yeah.

All the way today, I didnt really talk to Dad like I used to before. I dont know whats happening. Everything seems so.. complicated. Oh allah, please, I want my old Dad back :( Sister and I sensed that something's not right and yes, Mum found something on our dining table just now and we were right, there is something wrong here. Somehow he's having some problems handling his work but nah, eventually I know he'll settle it himself. I hope so. I'd always wanted a picnic by the beach, lying around on the mat, laughing around, aww. Wouldnt it be great? Sigh.

Nevermind, lets just forget about it. But, I know, there's a reason behind everything. All I could do is to pray for the best for my family. Mhhhhhhhhhhm okay2. Lemme see, the kitchen's now 80% done now. Yippie. Tomorrow, will be visiting my cousin and will be heading to the supermarket with the Sister and Mum along for cooking purposes and stuffs like that. Im currently watching Wild Child. Ya, been wanting to watch that movie since idk, last year? Pft. Its a good movie indeed. Okays, I need to get my eyes off this blogger and continue watching Wild Child. Bye.

Fireworks!

2010-01-01T03:00:00.008+08:00

Happy New Year readers! :)

The fireworks were awesome. But, I still prefer 2009's. Much more nicer. We got to watch the firewoks around Marina Blvd near the construction site. That was a bummer cause there were banglas all around. And there stood a lorry with indians in it and I think they were deaf lah cause they turned their radio FM using a speaker and it was in indian for goodness sake. Starhub was pathetic cause I didnt get any line and my phone went stucked for awhile cause of people wishing me a Happy New Year bla bla bla. But awe, thanks.

I wished you but I got no reply from you. Nyet, nevermind. Dad was kinda of in a bad mood, I guess. He threw tantrums to Mum and I pity her. Tomorrow, will be staying at home helping Mum out with the kitchen. Got alot of stuffs to sort out though. Sunday, Brother's performance at Esplanade. Its 3 AM now and Im missing someone badly. And Sister's making noise asking me to sleep. And sorry for the short yet no point post. Am seriously not in the mood to blog. Hoping everything will be okay by tomorrow. Okay bye. :(